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This is a 妈妈 Journal (confessions of an inflexorated society) is just a daily loggoing of important invents for Maria; Aiti, Yama, 1. Myamaat or 2. Myam, Cheyenne, Shy (without any distinction, so far as my girls are concerned; he who came first is King), consequently Heather can call me Jean but these are normally grown folks names: Maiea, Morweira*,
¨Sometimes what people say isnt what they mean and what they mean is by far more powerful than what they control.¨
`Yamma


12.31.19 The goal of Laggerts (both black and white with difference being black must be re-blasted in and white simply replenishes themselves/ ourselves) was to open and or unsecure every border and pour in...flood it...leavning no perimeter untapped; hence no homeland to defect, claim, re-distribute, re-assemblege a new nation state or worse case scenario make the numbers too insecure; lending to the term ¨population insecurity¨ to justify departure or title of deluvian statehood.

12.31.19 In Unloved around 34:25, the woman ask who is maybe Cat in relationship to me at 11 years old? A double answer was given: a) I dont know a first name (for myself) and I dont knoe er´ first name meaning I dont know Catś first name really is> Always taught you were ¨suppose¨ to be safe at a state facility but obviously everyone there be it staff, support, personnel, cliet or whatever da fuq aint no ally. Secondly, she is asked what her name is with my response being Lauren, then Lucy Mumners...otherwise youd still be a falsified country, conducting research that serves no end..you must go to other country asap!

12.31.19 When T is/was sick Gia use to wait on her wearing the red and white dress, just the 3 of us in the room together.

12.31.19 Robert Taylor Homes or Rockwell Gardens was where this Tamera character lived...also foolishness with her and Angelica Sanchez...fishbone stuck in the throat, then vinegar..jeep goes up to Pompeiii saying Tamera is a bad influence and that it had sexually meaning...really was talking bout reject as Im sure...she panicked...up to school all belligent again...and she the cause....another incident...she asked to browwo my crayons...couldnt get em back in a timely fashion...she brings when she ready...and I says..you can just keep em...they been at your house too long....I assume Tamera was April aka Nita character.

12.31.19 T use to have a huge painting or poster of her looking up my dress and yes weŕe both grown; grown enough equal proportionalitiy

12.31.19 We use to have a dish cart pulley (service area, so came the name Pullman and Porter; one refers to train and the other reference service transport in the case of a hotel, airport and trainstation with the objection being the ...luggage) embeded into the wall..to the middle right I use to sit in there and deploy down...with something like the Battle of the Algiers ovie implicated; hence we survived an explosion...perhaps forced in by Nazi and or French Paratroops.

12.30.19 The fight over Silly Feet

12.29.19 Our Darkness...what I believe..Mary Duffy took the photograph of Debra Nanny, the accent is also consquently Debra Nanny and the lyrics were mine but because of complications ie dispute of rights, entitlements and priviledge...the file went down under the name of parent a...Anne....although what was remembered being told was that..Debra sings the main or chorus and Duffy is dropping the hooks ie refrain...like harder harder harder now.

12.28.19 Thomas had a toy in his hand either a wooden airplane and or a rainbow colored punching ball; something I had bought him..theres a black man following behind me..Im wearing a mini dress black and gold and platform leather shoes that laced up the angle. We had come from lunch and or minor shopping...were crossing harrison heading to whatever class Ricki aka Lawrence had...we get to the street and Im adjusting him for straggling...more than likely...he was trying to jump me off to that Black man. She shows up...and he acts like he dont know me no more...he says ¨Mooom¨ and she says Ill take him. Now either what Im saying is true or Im being a jerk because Im having a bad day...too many things are pulling on me and or I dont feel an affinity for this child only its form. Motto at UIC was a reminder child, so we as a community could verify where Ive been and lets say Shadow Walk look just like me during Tri Taylor area days, so I can see myself tied up directly in that body politic. Theres a huge difference. All and all I was scared I was going to be in trouble for rattling him.

12.28.19 Photographers once used white props during a photography session taken by a man in denim pants; so the picture of Lisa, aka Spanky aka Lynda Carter mightve been me. When that cube was placed in front of a left leg; a certain effect was generated; consequently the optical illusion made reality though the prosthetic leg lost by a cadet was made (pre-materialized) fact.

12.28.19 At some point the hair becomes too short to detect a curl pattern; hence a chemical process to jump stretch...so you dont get to see whats what until 1-2 inches (estimation) but back then...the theory was that you dont get to see whats whats until that droop or until 4-5 inches mightve been the drop point...so you put your head under the water and get a sense of how heavy it did and did not feel when wet; lending to a hair porosity study..I would define as how well water absorbs into the hair and how the water behaves, obeys or complies as it drips from a section; otherwise the fabricated race are occupying supplies like silica that could otherwise be restored to the body house or ¨anti gambling room.¨

12.28.19 Showtime at the Apollo started on the left of state, they moved it down to right of state down somewhere past Evans furs I think, then there was also The Aragon and also Graumans Chinese or Oriental Theater, also House of Blues maybe the name Elliot comes up...so we get a recreation of the roast done by Ms. Brooke Stevens but Eartha La comes through in a little white fur. Sometimes children may only be permitted to view parent/s at a distance and they have to wait until they get back home or complete some location-rotation be it down the street or next state over. We probably picked up a big bag of food split our share among 2 grown folks and everything else was sent to the garden apartment. We were silently feuding about what Eartha La should or was going to look like, sitting there bumping to music maybe even Marvin Gaye. I said no to an ethereal hue. Not a being but a hue-overriden, thankfullyso the red lips icon on her channel should be me talking to T for her!

12.28.19 Nnkea an Bjork shows us what its like wwhen the soul or spirit has been wrongfully imprisoned in the rooming house of its male body parts, female body parts, heart, brain and uhm retina for example lending to Jewish Holocaust Nazi Survivorship also known as Lipschitz continuity (first word spoken afer trauma; usually long vowel invovled).

12.28.19 Jumping rope T gives me codes and this day wearing a tan khaki jumper dress, here comes MELANIE with imitation normally robinhood wears some type of tan hide, cow skin outfit that was her yellow sleeper dress shirt (New York) and lastly Eartha is a litle girl living with me in an Atlanta masion during the time of a press release photo...Im then wearing a lilac skirt suit and she is uh well...in her room playing with her toys...its typically around xmas time...unsure but she had on a green jumper dress...a color associated with Robinhood...common area huge for press release...upstairs...2 bedrooms, 1 bathroom with a 1 right closet not sure but maybe master bedroom had a bathroom-unsure. Were both in felt like her bedroom...she walks out...walks left...walks down hall to right....bathroom...closet is next to the right...stairs are slight further up and or left....ridiculous trail of stairs..official body count 4...1 T, another for Eartha La, another for MELANIE and last for myself.

12.27.19 Who is Jo at 8:29 Who is Jo at 8:29? Ellen before she was Chatzy? Ellen? Prolly a different person in army gear talking to her sister on the right trying to convince her to dress up like a lady.

12.27.19 Iḿ hearing controversy from the Chicago to the West coast about Tootie being a White chaser for able to pick up on fragrances; (and thats them people child, child-bride, sister and spouse with a stolen identity, stolen memory) furthermore no average Black girl in the hood hair behaves like that). Besides that during early scripting they wouldve been trying to determine the highest line of whateva! aesthetic, feminist and or ethnic value...Jo wouldve been in pursuit of Natalie but it was determined that Blair was an ideal pairing not only on television but getting family affairs in order.

12.26.19 Here is the Cambridge UK Applicant portal.

12.26.19 Other common ways to describe the ailing body parts ¨I just want the pain and or hurting to stop,¨lets say ¨trying to prevent stepping on toes.¨ outweigh your own heart as if pain or longing were an aesthetic; a family affair...so now actually more but 2 of us can account for how badly desire can bleed (you cannot long for something you dont know, havent sampled or never had; impossible, otherwise the stress becomes life supported by the planet ie to want something so bad related just like you but not you cant have it but denied access to it) and well...Laggerts cant find a glitch then create one.

12.26.19 There was a saying ¨be still when you got that kinda pain¨ (gave rise to new ideas and or notions) which would have become the excuse to keep me locked at the bottom of their ie Laggert wheel barrel as a teminal pain passing vessel.

12.26.19 Approaching closer hopefully to a deployment date means we are all hoping to regain some control dened over ourselves...up until this point all major purchasing for the girls has been done at a major working-class store with some wonderful new generation brands. Ive kept my word by saying Raamsaś first shirt comes from re-sale but...I maybe be compelled to try to finish up whats yet to be bought for the girls at the later as well. My thought is that folks might be John Marshall-ing around the area ie power cycling around delivery trucks; further delaying packages and if you can find what you require locally...that problem ceases...yet thats a big if...Sometimes my attention span for shopping becomes short fused in a wide array of buying options randomly spread out, so technicalities under these types of conditions are real! No fun waiting on packages honestly, either.

12.26.19 Breakfast means you break the over night fast with something to eat in the morning. If you fast at night, which is usually naturally occurring; then what can be said for hours spend day fasting? Impossible to determine the rate of value on how long fasting really is, especially if on military time, in an unaccounted for world part and or en route to Europe. Some people propose that the knowledge comes from fasting; then why aint I got an ass to at least sit on then? I aint fasting in my ass duh! One day science or the planet will have to excrete an answer more objective than just the vibrational frequency is being heldbakc or withheld by genome incompatible sequences ie a fabricated race.

12.25.19 To go for a stroll ie walk the park together, sit on some wrought iron bench, engage in the art of romancing courtship by taxi or cab that has been pre-paid and pre-tipped by your parents and aunts. This was typical of post-Victorian WWII era now being set up to establish an a different era early settlement life ie immigrant under one area known as Chicago, West Lawndale ...then came the need for US Policy, at that time (lending to the question should West Lawndale be its own City?) Also refers to the John Marshalling in of new policy (be it eugenics, reproductive control or re-sizing up of HIV numbers) through crowds in the form of parents, festivals and celebrations.

12.25.19 Heading into January, we are doing a bit more buying for the girls and expect this to be the case for February as well; after all nothings too good for Generation Robinhood. Part of the problem has of course been the buying power of an American dollar on Euro real time; buying items of this nature for the first time since ¨Woodstock¨ which on the upside means that the dollar is diminishing, the Yen looks promising ;) lucily staying time compliant and adhering to ie staying in sync with/ to the Cross Quarter calendar hasn´t been a problem for me.

The biological journal publishings were a huge problem with this Marcus character also know as Volwger (mole to molecule) ie dont look a gift horse in the mouth..one experiment related to angiosperm.

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